I talk to bottoms about it and read things online and everyone says it's supposed to feel great once the initial entry pain goes away, but to me it just hurts a lot then hurts a little and from then on is just REALLY uncomfortable with occasional bursts of pain, but I tolerate it because the other guy seems to enjoy it. The one chance I got to top, the guy came all over the place pretty much as soon as I got inside and he said it was because I nailed his prostate.Įver since then I've been the bottom in my encounters and it's just not pleasurable. Alright, so as far as what I get off on physically, I'm a top, but mentally I get off on being used for whatever the other guy wants, and it just so happens that I am only attracted to other tops, so I end up being the bottom.
